Sunday, July 24, 2011

sigh. i wish i can have them.
i wish.

i really like this palette from Chanel.
part of their spring items. i totally love the colours! totally!! (>.<)

this Bobbi Brown palette is really pretty too!!!
everything i need is here! i sigh when i saw's so pretty.

this Clarins blusher is really pretty too! i think the peach colour will be the best. =)
the texture seems to be really smooth and the colours are just so sweet.

they are like big crayons and the colour seems pretty natural on lips.
i will need to find a replacement for my Revlon lip tint since it is discontinued here.
really wanna try one!! but of course..this is a pricey replacement. bububu~~

leather, the naked screen showing the mechanics, bling bling around it..
i want!!! *muka sangat mahu*

the bottle is pretty. teeheee... no i don't want this. i just think the bottle is really pretty. haha!

lastly, a cute picture!!

pout pout pout pout pout!!!!
cause i can't have those things up there!!! pout!

Thursday, July 21, 2011

majestic..i totally fell for this photo when i first saw it.
the feeling is just incredible..

you can find the simplest yet most meaningful phrases from Winnie the Pooh.

and i absolutely love everything about Harry Potter.
the books, the story, the characters, the casts, and even though there are a lot to complain about the movies, i still like them just because they are Harry Potter. bluek. i know, i am too big of a fan already. haha.
i really wanna watch the last movie in cinema AGAIN!

Tuesday, July 19, 2011

one wrong click.

i made one wrong click in my Google+ account and my photos in my blogs are ALL gone.
while i am re-posting the pictures for my Paperer's Cards,
i decided not to do so for my personal blog.
hence, deleted all 200+ of posts.
i must admit, it wasn't that easy of a decision.
i always thought that i can read back my old posts and see how much i have grown or changed.
but the damage is done, and sometimes, it is better to just let go and start anew.
so yeah, deleted all of them!
the important thing is i am still around and there will be posts still.
forget the history. it's the present i want to blog about! :)


Wednesday, July 13, 2011


guess what???
this is my last week of internship! *thunders roaaaaaar*
now, i do feel the "graduation effects" but only a teeny-wheeny little bit..
sad huh?
some would find internship fun, packed with life-long learning and etc.
i do get some pretty good lessons throughout my 32 weeks of internship but erm..
i am honestly bored.bored to the skin and bone.
and maybe, i finally have a proof to tell myself; i do not want to work as an engineer.
the question that comes after this is, then what the hell do i want to do after i grad?
i will not answer or go in circles with that question for now. no, not now.
but anyway, i am so HAPPY that i am finishing internship!!! *big grins*
now, u can't blame me for being THAT happy about finishing internship..
it's not that i am that big of a lazy bum or i am such a immature young adult..
i am just so done with it.seriously.
but hey, it's not like my work was super stressful or super hard or my supervisor and mentors are whipping my butt while i work.
no. in fact, i get a lot of freedom. a lot of freedom.
i get to slack from time to time, to read a bit, chat, walk around.....
and even though i was given such a freedom, i wasn't happy.
i think i know why. i felt useless there.
what i was good in, was not utilize.
i guess, despite all the thoughts of being humble and invisible and blablabla, part of me will always want to shine out from the rest but no, i didn't get the chance this time.
that's okay.. at least i managed to be helpful with all the random tasks.
and u know, at work, what i have been asked to do most is language consultation; English.
it's something quite funny when u have your mentor calling u and u were expecting a new task for the last week, only to hear him asking u is it "special thank" or "special thanks". LOL.
and really, i don't exactly know how this started.. i think i have a face that shows, "dude, i am good in English. consult me. ask me." *smirk*
no... my English is only as good as....this.
oh another thing i get consulted a lot is actually computer stuffs. microsoft words and excel.
so i guess i don't know thaaaaaaaat little about computer stuffs after all. *grins*
all in all, i am still grateful to the ppl there because i know, i was meant to be there for some reasons which i still do not know what are they now. it's okay, i will come to know when the time comes.
i am happy that i still have 10 weeks of break before sem starts.
i am so gonna drown myself with card-making, anime, and books.
oh yeah, let me confess about something. it's my last week of internship and i have been reading.everyday.
no, i feel no guilt about it cause hey, i am dumped there with no tasks and projects anymore.
so yeah, i'll read all i want and no guilt at all. bluek!

wanna share something here..

i agree.. because this fear is one of those that lingers in my heart. all the time.
u'll know what i mean if u have experienced the pain when u were putting all your heart full of sincerity for the things u do, for the person.. only to be acknowledged as nothing special.
it really tore down the self confidence part..sigh.
it probably became the excuse for being ignorant as well..
but i do believe that this should not close the door to my heart.
i will keep it open. closing it won't do anything..
because someday, there will be one who will care that i care.. who will care about me more than i care about myself.
yeah, i believe that.

tomorrow is another reading day! *grins*
(i am straining my eyes by reading on my phone..haha. who wants to give me an iPad 2? LOL.)