tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11482638206623105412024-03-19T20:49:14.542+08:00from paperer.Zweihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06431419030997746285noreply@blogger.comBlogger66125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1148263820662310541.post-65533349481630938952012-08-26T12:46:00.000+08:002012-08-26T12:46:16.518+08:00i'm leaving here.Zweihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06431419030997746285noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1148263820662310541.post-25756053216125869762012-07-18T01:48:00.002+08:002012-07-18T01:48:55.050+08:00hello bloggie.<br />
looks like i have successfully abandoned u for another whole month.<br />
no, nearly 2 months.<br />
*grins*<br />
plain lazy and there is always something else better to do, that's all.<br />
<br />
it's gonna be 2am and i am here awake.<br />
i am gonna regret this tmr morning.<br />
<br />
let's write random phrases here..<br />
"i feel like crying sometimes even if there is no particular reason to do so. sadness from previous tragedy, perhaps?"<br />
"they say it doesn't matter, everyone stands an equal chance. yet, they do things that classify us. why? because it's nthg personal, just business. well, then we can do the same!"<br />
"i really forgot how it is to be in relationship. everything feels like a dream, even today seems like a dream."<br />
"when i kept talking the same person over and over again, i get scared."<br />
"i do not know what i do not know. adults and educators, pls note this."<br />
"yeah, i feel pretty empty.sometimes."<br />
<span style="background-color: white;"><br /></span><br />
<span style="background-color: white;">goodnight. </span>Zweihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06431419030997746285noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1148263820662310541.post-62431689249035594152012-05-21T20:43:00.000+08:002012-05-21T20:43:04.056+08:00little momentsone night, went to have a late tea time with Miss J and Miss L.<br />
the both of them ordered tea and coffee,<br />
in which they came with a small piece of cookie.<br />
the tea came first and Miss K said let's share the tiny piece of cookie.<br />
she broke into two but there were 3 of us.<br />
i said i am okay without it but Miss J then broke hers to a smaller half and gave me with a big grin.<br />
i grin back.<br />
then came the coffee, and there was another piece of cookie.<br />
Miss J broke it into half and gave me with a grin.<br />
i gave a wider grin and in the heart, i felt loved.Zweihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06431419030997746285noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1148263820662310541.post-30216963805671990102012-05-13T08:42:00.000+08:002012-05-13T08:42:04.738+08:00happy MaMa's dayMothers are such magical ppl.<br />
they play one of the biggest roles in our life and being a female myself, i hope i have the chance to be a Mother too someday.<br />
Mothers have such heavy responsibilities and life has mold them to be ppl with a strong will but a caring heart.<br />
we all have our reasons to say "my Mother is the best!" :)<br />
me Mama is a tough lady; seen the world and could say "i've been there before" to many ppl.<br />
and i think she is most blessed to have my Papa as her life partner :)<br />
Mum, i love u everyday in my life.<br />
<br />
so i am done with final exams for my second last semester.<br />
and as usual, it feels like lalalalalala when the papers are done.<br />
no trumpets and cheers and drunk elephants running amok to celebrate the end of exams.<br />
haha.<br />
though i always imagine i would feel that way when i am done with my last paper; every single semester.<br />
and every single semester, i feel simply nothing about it.<br />
just tired and especially this semester, extremely tired and extremely relieved!<br />
well, relieved for one week and then new issues will welcome themselves next semester.<br />
and that will be my very final semester as an Undergraduate student.<br />
i am nervous about it..because it means it's time to think about future.<br />
it's time to set myself straight, have some goals in life and set a guideline to what path i will take.<br />
AND! friends are coming home too! :)<br />
but one darling friend is leaving as well.. :(<br />
<br />
well, gotta pack and go home! *cough cough* *sniff sniff* <------- weak me is gonna be sick.heh.Zweihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06431419030997746285noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1148263820662310541.post-66648287880934936212012-05-04T10:55:00.001+08:002012-05-04T10:55:20.598+08:00when will i ever learn to be less vulnerable..<br />
it's always like this;<br />
endure endure endure then boom! volcano.<br />
ignores everyone.<br />
pour all the lava.<br />
and then, comes the mess..<br />
the awkwardness..<br />
and feeling totally out of the circle.<br />
and then start thinking, was it really my own fault after all?<br />
dilemma.<br />
<br />Zweihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06431419030997746285noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1148263820662310541.post-84413914537938548962012-04-25T23:48:00.001+08:002012-05-02T23:50:43.330+08:00and i have officially walked this earth for 23 years. cheers and blessed.and i'll say it is a bittersweet one.Zweihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06431419030997746285noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1148263820662310541.post-64186836333163684772012-04-22T00:11:00.001+08:002012-04-22T00:11:44.962+08:00When one feels good being here..I guess this is one of those blessed moments in my life. Great friends are really great companions; just look at my parents and their friends :) They taught me that real good friends does not need to be many, just a few and distance does not make things dull. :) <div style='clear: both; text-align: center; font-size: xx-small;'>Published with Blogger-droid v1.7.2</div>Zweihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06431419030997746285noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1148263820662310541.post-72477817180891661352012-04-19T13:17:00.001+08:002012-04-19T13:17:16.704+08:00in time, we will look over each other's bad points and mistakes<br />
the bond between ppl will only grow stronger and deeper<br />
we accept them for who they are and they accept us for who we are<br />
no grudge, revenge, hatred<br />
only admiration, adore, love, care<br />
and all we want is to spend quality time together; laughing at our silliest mistakes in life, mend our broken hearts, remind each other that there are ppl who will always care with no conditions<br />
distance will not harm<br />
we already know we care about each other and we are in each other's thoughts<br />
<br />
these things happen<br />
just look out for the right ppl<br />
i know<br />
because i have found them<br />
but my search will continue till my last breathZweihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06431419030997746285noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1148263820662310541.post-39947665288411747272012-04-18T17:27:00.001+08:002012-04-18T17:27:27.115+08:00being determined about something in life is good<br />
but<br />
always leave a space for possibilities; the good ones, the bad ones, the ones u will hope for, and the ones u won't hope for<br />
because life is just full of possibilities whether it is welcomed or not<br />
<br />
change might not be such a bad thing sometimes<br />
it is probably the best thing that could ever happenZweihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06431419030997746285noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1148263820662310541.post-50657351703463019802012-04-14T01:00:00.001+08:002012-04-14T01:03:49.717+08:00hi bloggie.<br />
<br />
seeing my friends leaving comments in a recent picture i shared in Facebook indicating they will be home soon..<br />
reminds me that another stage of life will come to a full-stop soon, or at least a comma for some.<br />
future, MY future is one that i am happy and anxious about.<br />
i am sure almost every going-to-graduate student will share the same feelings as i do.<br />
the fear of the uncertainties like the people i will meet, the work i will be doing, and where will i be.<br />
but then, i can't wait to meet more people, and really begin to go out and see this ugly-and-beautiful world.<br />
hah! anxious! fear!<br />
<span style="font-size: x-small;">but honestly, all i want now is just get this semester done and go. </span><br />
<span style="font-size: x-small;">this semester makes me wanna slap the adults.......urgh.</span><br />
<br />
i was telling my mum that there are people who have told me i am the type who can be someone to this world..<br />
and i was telling her that i kinda doubt that cause i can't see that aspect in me for now.<br />
well, she gave me the most reassuring words in the world..<br />
"of course you can..you are my daughter."<br />
so yeah, what else do i need to hear right?<br />
i just need to remember that i am the daughter of a strong woman and a loving man.<br />
<br />
and on the random side, i am craving for desserts.. =.=<br />
and i am missing my dear friends..but everyone is busy and occupied with something, including me.<br />
but that tremor from the earthquake a few days back has very well reminded me "what if there is no tomorrow?"<br />
i am not saying the world will end but i will never know who will always stay with me.<br />
i will never know how long i will be in this world.<br />
so, i start missing people and wishing i was home.<br />
(oh, and i re-watched 2012.so i was full with all those feelings that you can imagine.lol.)<br />
<br />
wanna share a post from this<span style="font-size: large;"> <a href="http://bychristineyeo.wordpress.com/" target="_blank"><span style="color: #cc0000;">blog</span></a></span> that i love.<br />
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<i style="background-color: white; font-family: verdana; font-size: 11px; line-height: 23px;"><span style="color: #c27ba0;">”Why We Shout In Anger”</span></i><br />
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<span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-image: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; color: #c27ba0; font-family: verdana; font-size: 11px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><i style="background-color: white;">‘When two people are angry at each other, their hearts distance a lot. To cover that distance they must shout to be able to hear each other. The angrier they are, the stronger they will have to shout to hear each other to cover that great distance.’</i></span></div>
<div style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-image: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 23px; margin-bottom: 23px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">
<span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-image: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; color: #c27ba0; font-family: verdana; font-size: 11px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><i style="background-color: white;">What happens when two people fall in love? They don’t shout at each other but talk softly, Because their hearts are very close. The distance between them is either nonexistent or very small…’</i></span></div>
<div style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-image: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 23px; margin-bottom: 23px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">
<span style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-image: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; color: #c27ba0; font-family: verdana; font-size: 11px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><i style="background-color: white;">‘When they love each other even more, what happens? They do not speak, only whisper and they get even closer to each other in their love. Finally they even need not whisper, they only look at each other and that’s all. That is how close two people are when they love each other.’</i></span></div>
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and goodnight.</div>Zweihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06431419030997746285noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1148263820662310541.post-26282359495057581192012-04-04T01:02:00.000+08:002012-04-04T01:02:00.581+08:00wow..so i skipped the entire March for blogging.<br />
oh dear...seriously..time is flying real fast. like SERIOUSLY.<br />
i always thought of blogging about something from time to time..<br />
but here i am..skipping the entire March as if it was just a week.<br />
and here April is...<br />
but i can't wait to get this semester done.<br />
i seriously have so many complaints for this semester.<br />
but repeating the same old words is not gonna bring me anywhere.<br />
so let's get this done with!<br />
and hey, it's April!<br />
a special month! :)<br />
<br />
my heart feels heavy at the moment.<br />
and i don't know why.<br />
i seriously don't.<br />
<br />Zweihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06431419030997746285noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1148263820662310541.post-20130084397513583962012-02-22T09:36:00.000+08:002012-02-22T09:38:36.136+08:00blog abandoned for so long.<br />
haha....<br />
i am still a newbie when it comes to time management.<br />
CNY is over two weeks ago and now, the students of UTP are already counting down to the coming midsem break.<br />
and we, as the final year students, are eager to start the countdown to graduation.<br />
i, on the other hand, is only eager to countdown to the end of this semester.<br />
because this is my very LAST packed semester.<br />
next semester which will be my last, will hopefully, be more breathe-able.<br />
everything in life is pretty much going in the circles.<br />
and i still fear the future.<br />
it is that scary.<br />
<br />
i don't miss anything (except for Japanese food for now)<br />
and i don't particularly miss anyone.<br />
i feel numb.<br />
all i want to do is get my work done and i need to keep reminding myself that i want to get my work done.<br />
the only way to feel happy now is get the BLOODY WORK DONE.<br />
<br />
oh yeah, thank you to the very generous government for generously giving us RM200 vouchers each.<br />
i am spending them rightfully.<br />
thank u so much..<br />
but i don't guarantee that my vote will generously go to u. =)Zweihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06431419030997746285noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1148263820662310541.post-49178606583192080132012-01-31T00:05:00.000+08:002012-01-31T00:05:03.734+08:00<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">
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<span style="background-color: white;"><span id="content_0" style="font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;">Mou anata kara aisareru koto mo<br />Hitsuyou to sareru koto mo nai<br />Soshite watashi wa koushite hitoribocchi de<br />Ano toki anata wa nante itta no?<br />Todokanai kotoba wa chuu wo mau<br />Wakatteru no ni kyou mo shite shimau<br />Kanawanu negaigoto wo<br /><br />Hanasanaide gyutto<br />Te wo nigittete<br />Anata to futari tsudzuku to itte<br />Tsunaida sono te wa atatakakute<br />Yasashikatta<br /><br />Anata wa itsumo sou yatte watashi wo<br />Ugorasete saigo ni nakasunda<br />Dakedo ato ni natte<br />"Gomen ne tte" iu sono kao<br />Suki datta<br /><br />Hanasanaide gyutto<br />Sou omoi kiri<br />Anata no ude no naka ni itai<br />Futari de odeko wo awasenagara<br />Nemuru no<br /><br />Aaa nidoto wa aenai tte koto wo shitteta no?<br /><br />Hanasanaide gyutto<br />Anata ga suki<br />Mou ichido datte waratte kurenai no?<br />Anata no nukumori ga kiechau mae ni<br />Dakishimete</span><span style="font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;"> </span>
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<i style="background-color: white;"><span id="content_2" style="font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;">I will no longer be loved<br />Or needed by you<br />And I’ll be alone, just like this<br />What did you say at that time?<br />Words that can’t reach me dance in the air<br />I know it, but I did it again today<br />Making a wish that can never be fulfilled<br /><br />Don’t let go<br />Hold my hand tight<br />Say, "I'll keep going, together with you"<br />The hand that held mine was warm<br />And gentle<br /><br />You always made me angry just like that<br />And in the end I would cry<br />But I loved<br />how your face looked when you said, "I'm sorry"<br />afterwards<br /><br />Don’t let go<br />Hug me tight, that’s right, with all your heart<br />I want to be in your arms<br />With our foreheads leaning against each other<br />We fall asleep<br /><br />Did you already know that we’ll never see each other again?<br /><br />Don’t let go<br />Hold me tight, I love you<br />Can’t you smile for me just one more time?<br />Before your warmth disappears<br />Hug me tight</span><span style="font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;"> </span></i>Zweihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06431419030997746285noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1148263820662310541.post-18624410411412130712012-01-23T15:17:00.002+08:002012-01-23T15:17:24.642+08:00away the rabbit hops and here comes the glorious dragon!GONG HEI FATT CHOI & HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!<br />
today marks the first day of our Chinese lunar calendar and it is the year of Dragon!!<br />
wishing everyone a prosperous year ahead with good health and even more wealth!<br />
*\(^o^)/*<br />
<br />
TV channels are showing many, many programs and old movies.<br />
and one can see a lot of Dragon infused items all around the places.<br />
honestly, being Dragon year itself is a big deal already since Dragon is one of the most mythical creation.<br />
as usual, i had reunion dinner with my family and relatives last night<span style="font-size: x-small;"><i><strike> (which included some endless drama)</strike></i></span><br />
which ended with spectacular fireworks!! <----- thanks to my <i>very</i> generous uncles.<br />
hoho-ho.<br />
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well, i have my wishes for this year. *smirk smirk*<br />
it is after all, going to be one of the most meaningful years in my life.<br />
i don't know whether a lot of ppl care about graduation but i know i do.<br />
it's like putting a HUGE full stop to one part of life and then starting a new chapter of a totally different lifestyle.<br />
frankly speaking, i just want this year to be fun and interesting!<br />
no, it's not that i am bored. i just have that instinct that this year will be even better!<br />
BUT first of all, i hope i get a decent result for my final exams.this is the MAIN thing now!<br />
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so, for me, CNY is all about reunion and letting the kids to have some fun.<br />
adults to spend money (in a controlled manner) just to make everyone happy and <i>bahagia~</i><br />
it is the time where u could make all the noise till the alarms of the neighbours gone off like mad yet they won't blame u!<br />
because it's a symbol of happiness and where there is noise, there are ppl, and there is warmth when many ppl are gathered.<br />
this is the time where u meet ppl whom u hardly meet throughout the year and just chat away!<br />
i think traditions are very important in order to maintain the mood of the CNY.<br />
fireworks are MEANT to be part of the tradition!<br />
so screw the GOVERNMENT for not allowing it because Brunei allows it!!!<----being snobbish.<br />
<br />
putting CNY aside, speaking of the law,<br />
SOPA and PIPA are seriously serious topics.<br />
what with Megaupload being shut down and Filesonic restricting their usage for the users,<br />
this definitely affect the sharing world of the internet.<br />
those two are the popular giant sharing sites and with them gone,<br />
i bet ppl are cursing.<br />
Megaupload doesn't affect me since Malaysia has blocked it way earlier (Malaysia so smart hor....)<br />
and i don't use Filesonic often.<br />
but restrictions are proving to make a big impact in many other ways.<br />
SIGH.i am in the mood to protest SOPA.<br />
<br />
back to CNY, i am actually really sleepy now cause i woke up at 4.30am for prayer..<br />
i am not used to 2-3hours of sleep nowadays.<br />
i am hoping for more gatherings with friends soon!! =)<br />
i hope my wishes will be granted too this year!!teehee!<br />
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<i>(the photos from our fireworks last night. i am posting these everywhere. lol. everybody loves fireworks. hehe!)</i>Zweihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06431419030997746285noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1148263820662310541.post-74561987105198550332012-01-16T23:48:00.001+08:002012-01-16T23:48:32.915+08:00a friend once asked me how do i define joy?<br />
i didn't have an answer and still don't.<br />
i could define grateful, faith, happiness, hurt, pain, regret, loved, protected, and the list goes on..<br />
but joy is one that i still don't quite und on what it is.<br />
and i don't know what i don't know about joy.Zweihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06431419030997746285noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1148263820662310541.post-61933055226486919382012-01-05T02:27:00.001+08:002012-01-05T02:27:10.429+08:00i think this semester and maybe for the semesters to come,<br />
i have many reasons to use this word; disgusted.<br />
it's sad to say it is humans who gave me the reasons to feel so.Zweihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06431419030997746285noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1148263820662310541.post-77339015951938476542012-01-01T11:32:00.002+08:002012-01-01T11:32:33.144+08:00akemashite omedetou!and the above title means Happy New Year! :)<br />
so last night, my parents decided to go Haagen Dazs for a treat in conjunction with New Year.<br />
we had chocolate fondue.<br />
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come to think about it,<br />
i used to wish i can have chocolate fondue back then and Haagen Dazs is known for their fondue.<br />
and haha, i got my wish just before the end of year 2011.<br />
so in a way, that is nice right? heeeee~<br />
it wasn't cheap.. it is Haagen Dazs. we all know the price. lol.<br />
but it is nice for once-awhile-pleasures. banana dipped in chocolate is yummy and strawberries with chocolate is totally awesome!<br />
i still prefer New Zealand Natural ice cream.. ><<br />
why am i talking about ice cream?<br />
lol. i am supposed to talk about New Year.<br />
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i have no resolutions..<br />
in fact, i don't even make them..<br />
i just don't have the habit?<br />
hahahha..<br />
but i intend to make 2012 a nice year. :)<br />
for some reason, the fact that i am doing final year really sinks in now..it wasn't like this yesterday.<br />
i feel excited and anxious!<br />
i think new years do make an impact on me..in one way or another.<br />
hmmmm....i should study. teeheeee....<br />
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hello 2012. *waves*Zweihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06431419030997746285noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1148263820662310541.post-71826436751004056132011-12-31T20:27:00.002+08:002011-12-31T20:27:59.357+08:002011, December 31stohai!<br />
yup, i am stating the obvious. today is the last day of 2011.<br />
ppl are flooding FB with their goodbyes to 2011 and hello to 2012 already.<br />
and it is almost like i am obliged to blog today. lol.<br />
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ANYWAY,<br />
how was 2011 for me?!<br />
hmm....2011 has been kind to me actually.<br />
it has been a better year than the previous one for me.<br />
my internship went well; nthg major good happened but nthg major bad happened as well.<br />
i had what i hoped for in the early 2011; make new friends.<br />
and i have found myself back again! <--- this means a lot to me.<br />
i make a commitment to volunteer work and seriously, there is still a lot to learn for it.<br />
overall, 2011 was a stable, nthg too bad, nthg too good, carefree year. =)<br />
and i am happy with that. =)<br />
i am sure i have hurt certain people along the way, i may be aware of it and i may not.<br />
but either way, i am sorry *bows* for the fact that i made u felt bad, i am sorry.<br />
i am not sure if i have made anyone more joyful along the way though..i have very little confidence in this part.lol.<br />
but hey, if u know me, and now that i can properly admit that i am me again (meaning, no stupid act, no weird attitude and funny ideas),<br />
i can tell u that i am naturally quite honest (in a way, it means i am straightforward) but at the same time, i hate it when i made someone feels bad.<br />
but i can't avoid hurting people since i am so straightforward (cause it means sometimes i don't give a damn what u are feeling, i will shoot u if all my logical analysis in the brain show that something is wrong with u).<br />
of course, i am not always right! so yeah, feel free to bust my bubbles..<br />
hurts my ego but i don't want to be a fool. *grins*<br />
what i am trying to say is, i hardly wear a mask so yes, u know me as me. not Zwei 1 or Zwei 2.<br />
so, like me, good; dislike me, then too bad..maybe better luck next lifetime? *winks*<br />
i am grateful to those who have been kind to me, so understanding and forgiving to me this year.<br />
i am so grateful to those who can stand up to my cynical and sarcastic words as well! HAHA!!<br />
thank you so much.. =)<br />
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while 2011 has been a good year,<br />
2012 will be an awesome one!!<br />
i'll be having my graduation!<br />
2012 is (might be) my last year of studying!!<br />
no, it's not like i am looking forward to working life.<br />
it's just, the fact that i am finishing my higher education life is already a major thing!<br />
it means a new arc of my life will begin no matter what and no matter how.<br />
and then, if i am still blessed by September 2012, i am going to JAPAN!<br />
lalalalalallalallaa~<br />
so freaking awesome~~~~ B)<br />
yes! 2012 will pass by just as fast as 2011 did!<br />
i will be busy, packed and stressed up by studies, money, and my FUTURE plans.<br />
well, i am starting 2012 with a stressed up case; final exams. LOL.<br />
weeeeee~~~` it will be a memorable year with all the ups and downs.<br />
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so to all the ones that i love and care..<br />
i hope for the best for you all, not just in 2011 and 2012, but for every coming year!<br />
i hope i can be there when u are facing your darkest moments<br />
and i hope to be there when u are having the best moments in your life too!<br />
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thank you 2011~<br />
and thank God for all the blessings You gave me.. i am forever grateful.<br />
bye bye 2011 *waves frantically* teeheeeeeee.....Zweihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06431419030997746285noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1148263820662310541.post-87776340811271215842011-12-26T01:27:00.001+08:002011-12-26T01:28:33.352+08:00after christmasso how was your christmas? =)<br />
actually, i don't celebrate christmas.<br />
i am not a christian or anyone close to christian too.<br />
the closest fact i am to christmas is that i have a number of christian friends..<br />
haha..<br />
but when u are living in Malaysia, it is hard to not want to join in the fun.<br />
i mean, shopping centers in KL put in so much effort in the christmas decoration and playing christmas songs again and again.<br />
i didn't do much for this christmas..<br />
but parents had a small gathering in our home and we had dinner with family friends.<br />
in the end, christmas was, for me, a chance to meet up with my friends.<br />
u know, like reunion and stuffs like that.<br />
hahahha..<br />
so no, christmas was nthg too special for me.<br />
in fact, CNY mood is stronger!<br />
this time around, CNY is just a month away as i typed this post!<br />
and that is very, very soon.<br />
but then again, CNY will be another of my reunion-time.lol.<br />
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so....the realization that comes after christmas is.....<br />
the year is coming to an end.<br />
and then random mumbles will come to my brain..<br />
"what????! end of year? so.....what have i done this year? *dahi berkerut*"<br />
"2012?? oh no...FYP is coming!!! be prepared!"<br />
"i can't believe one year passed just like that....*snaps finger*"<br />
"seriously...what have i done.....hmm....intern.....sit.eat.type.chat.and the cycle repeats."<br />
and the mumbles go on and on..<br />
hahahahha!<br />
but i can say that i have made new friends this year and this was what i wanted when i stepped into year 2011.<br />
so yeah, mission accomplished!<br />
of course, pls don't ask me if those friends are made to stay or only for the time being..<br />
i won't know..<br />
only time will reveal the truth.<br />
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anyway, new year is coming.<br />
i don't think i am feeling anything..<br />
what i feel is.......<br />
"yerrr.....still got one more bloody project and bloody mengada assignment..and bloody boring report."<br />
"at least no more tests. yay!"<br />
"oh no...so much to study for finals...*gloomy*"<br />
and the numerous mixed feelings list goes on and on......never ending.<br />
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but for the ones i care and love...<br />
hope u ppl will enjoy the remaining of year 2011 and i hope the best for u for the coming 2012. *smiles*<br />
(i shall wish again when it is really new year. =D)<br />
many blessings...<br />
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night!<br />
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<br />Zweihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06431419030997746285noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1148263820662310541.post-27196022939434330902011-12-25T00:36:00.002+08:002011-12-25T00:36:31.729+08:00merry christmas :)<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<br />Zweihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06431419030997746285noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1148263820662310541.post-65008274658018128452011-12-14T22:19:00.002+08:002011-12-14T22:19:16.683+08:00this is a bit late as i was busy with test preparation and *ahem* manga *cough* addiction *cough*.<br />
well..<br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">thank you little moth</span> for staying so still for me to take pictures. =)<br />
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the last image is a little over-exposed. bubu...<br />
and some required better focus skill. bubu...<br />
and because it is a moth, that's why it was so still..<br />
butterflies would have flew away.<br />
but.....<br />
nevertheless, being able to capture flappy things is a moment ought to be happy about. =)Zweihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06431419030997746285noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1148263820662310541.post-81544603287207356782011-12-11T00:15:00.001+08:002011-12-11T00:39:39.770+08:00i once stumbled upon a tumblr-blog that is full with thank you notes.<br />
the blog had nthg but thank you notes from the writer almost every single day.<br />
he/she would thank for various things, very random and small stuffs.<br />
i really like it.<br />
i would automatically smile when i read through.<br />
too bad i couldn't remember what was the title again and i lost the bookmark record last time..<br />
but then, i figure that being thankful about at least one thing is good for my heart and soul.<br />
i will not able to write a thank you note everyday but let's start the chain. =)<br />
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Thank You Mum for sending my watch to the shop for repair although i never asked u to.<br />
u probably already know i will not be able to send it even though i am back for the weekend.<br />
thanks to u, i have my watch ticking again.<br />
*smiles*<br />
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Thank You Dad for getting me a seriously expensive sweater. lol.<br />
all the way from new zealand!<br />
i really do like it and i will never need another sweater for a long, long time.<br />
*grins*<br />
<br />Zweihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06431419030997746285noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1148263820662310541.post-66878305175265469352011-12-09T20:58:00.001+08:002011-12-09T21:09:37.143+08:00todayso i had a "date" with my dear friend, kahyee aka +2 (lol)<br />
we went daorae and then jusco.<br />
i was looking for a parking at the first floor and when i saw an empty one,<br />
guess what, two pretty girls were standing inside with their mum (i think) standing opposite them.<br />
this means, they BOOKED the parking space for someone.<br />
i was like what the h..........sweat face.<br />
then God blessed me as i made a turn and there...a parking waiting for me obediently.<br />
then the booked parking space was filled by the majestic car.<br />
(haha....apa majestic. Honda Insight only.)<br />
and when i got down, the young man got down from his car too.<br />
funny (and quite adorable) thing is, he checked his car and gave a YES + big grin.<br />
given that situation, i can only say he was HAPPY cause his REVERSE PARKING was a success.<br />
HAHAAHHAHAHAHA!!!!!<br />
what a kid!!!<br />
but apparently, his car was not "in" enough so he reversed a bit more.<br />
i don't know.<br />
i just find it funny and that happy face was so adorable.<br />
then we saw a P sticker on the car....awwwwww....what a kid!! xD<br />
plus he had ppl booking a space for him!(i would do the same for my dad or friends actually.hehe.)<br />
sorry kiddo..i had to laugh at your face today cause i was once like u and well, your grin was too genuine.LOLZweihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06431419030997746285noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1148263820662310541.post-24481406929117520242011-12-08T00:54:00.001+08:002011-12-08T01:11:08.563+08:00sinceritythere are times where my dad will get annoyed with my mum being too nice to our relatives.<br />
not because dad is stingy..it is because dad loves mum too much.<br />
and when she is not getting the appreciation that she deserves.<br />
as the daughter, of course, i am annoyed too.<br />
but mum is only trying to teach us something about being in a family.<br />
in a family, being nice does not need something in return..<br />
and no matter how screwed up one is, family will help in any way possible and then smack them awake from their screwed up life.<br />
there are times where it does seem my mum is being the foolish one.<br />
having to cater all the requests and stuffs..<br />
but one thing my mum earned from this is she is in everyone's heart.<br />
that no matter what happens, they remember her..<br />
and to mum, that is enough.<br />
many times, my parents argued because of my relatives' issues and honestly, i hated that they were the reasons to their argument for i do not think it is worthy at all.<br />
but even so, i have to agree with mum..<br />
BUT i still hope she gets what she deserves.<br />
i hope these ppl will remember that my mum has the choice of just walking away from u all but she didn't.<br />
she stuck with u all instead, despite the erratic behaviours of each of u.<br />
and i forgive my dad, he is only protecting mum.<br />
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so, being a fool because u truly care is ain't that bad.<br />
but on the bad side, u could get hurt.<br />
i can only believe that sincerity will break the ice and that despite feeling like a fool and hurt, i will touch their heart one day.<br />
i know i am more conscious with my self-protection now..<br />
i think i am just getting a bit more scared about getting hurt.<br />
it became an auto self-defense mechanism now in order to keep my brain sane and cause less pain to the heart.<br />
what a sad case..<br />
but then..i can't help but really come to care for a number of ppl.<br />
and so, after writing this, i guess it is okay to be a fool.<br />
i know i am happy being one and will regret if i am not one.<br />
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<br />Zweihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06431419030997746285noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1148263820662310541.post-71540675523609065752011-12-07T02:25:00.001+08:002011-12-07T02:45:23.667+08:00<div style="text-align: justify;">
so i stop forcing myself to forget. because i don't think i will ever know how to do so. in the end, i just gotta leave it to the time and the brain itself to just stop thinking when the time comes. i will just let the flow of thoughts to come and stop it when it gets too much. and i will keep doing so until the time comes where i have enough of other thoughts to overflow u. i do think i am a pretty sad case and quite useless too.. seeing that i am unable to control and rationalize myself out of this loop. but u left so much for me to filter through.. sigh. seriously, sleep is the best thing ever because i stop thinking about everything and i am able to live in my own perfect world for a bit. sleep is the best. i think i should learn from Keima-kun (from The World God Only Knows) and start looking at 2D guys only. ditch 3D guys. hahahaha! so many pretty 2D guys to feast my eyes at! *major despair* oh well..</div>
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on the slightly more serious note..</div>
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it seems like we are really drifting apart now.</div>
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it's probably for the better.</div>
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but this does not mean it is not sad.</div>
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night.</div>Zweihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06431419030997746285noreply@blogger.com0