and i have officially walked this earth for 23 years. cheers and blessed.

and i'll say it is a bittersweet one.

When one feels good being here..I guess this is one of those blessed moments in my life. Great friends are really great companions; just look at my parents and their friends :) They taught me that real good friends does not need to be many, just a few and distance does not make things dull. :)

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in time, we will look over each other's bad points and mistakes
the bond between ppl will only grow stronger and deeper
we accept them for who they are and they accept us for who we are
no grudge, revenge, hatred
only admiration, adore, love, care
and all we want is to spend quality time together; laughing at our silliest mistakes in life, mend our broken hearts, remind each other that there are ppl who will always care with no conditions
distance will not harm
we already know we care about each other and we are in each other's thoughts

these things happen
just look out for the right ppl
i know
because i have found them
but my search will continue till my last breath

being determined about something in life is good
but
always leave a space for possibilities; the good ones, the bad ones, the ones u will hope for, and the ones u won't hope for
because life is just full of possibilities whether it is welcomed or not

change might not be such a bad thing sometimes
it is probably the best thing that could ever happen

hi bloggie.

seeing my friends leaving comments in a recent picture i shared in Facebook indicating they will be home soon..
reminds me that another stage of life will come to a full-stop soon, or at least a comma for some.
future, MY future is one that i am happy and anxious about.
i am sure almost every going-to-graduate student will share the same feelings as i do.
the fear of the uncertainties like the people i will meet, the work i will be doing, and where will i be.
but then, i can't wait to meet more people, and really begin to go out and see this ugly-and-beautiful world.
hah! anxious! fear!
but honestly, all i want now is just get this semester done and go. 
this semester makes me wanna slap the adults.......urgh.

i was telling my mum that there are people who have told me i am the type who can be someone to this world..
and i was telling her that i kinda doubt that cause i can't see that aspect in me for now.
well, she gave me the most reassuring words in the world..
"of course you can..you are my daughter."
so yeah, what else do i need to hear right?
i just need to remember that i am the daughter of a strong woman and a loving man.

and on the random side, i am craving for desserts.. =.=
and i am missing my dear friends..but everyone is busy and occupied with something, including me.
but that tremor from the earthquake a few days back has very well reminded me "what if there is no tomorrow?"
i am not saying the world will end but i will never know who will always stay with me.
i will never know how long i will be in this world.
so, i start missing people and wishing i was home.
(oh, and i re-watched 2012.so i was full with all those feelings that you can imagine.lol.)

wanna share a post from this blog that i love.

‎”Why We Shout In Anger”

‘When two people are angry at each other, their hearts distance a lot. To cover that distance they must shout to be able to hear each other. The angrier they are, the stronger they will have to shout to hear each other to cover that great distance.’

What happens when two people fall in love? They don’t shout at each other but talk softly, Because their hearts are very close. The distance between them is either nonexistent or very small…’

‘When they love each other even more, what happens? They do not speak, only whisper and they get even closer to each other in their love. Finally they even need not whisper, they only look at each other and that’s all. That is how close two people are when they love each other.’

and goodnight.

wow..so i skipped the entire March for blogging.
oh dear...seriously..time is flying real fast. like SERIOUSLY.
i always thought of blogging about something from time to time..
but here i am..skipping the entire March as if it was just a week.
and here April is...
but i can't wait to get this semester done.
i seriously have so many complaints for this semester.
but repeating the same old words is not gonna bring me anywhere.
so let's get this done with!
and hey, it's April!
a special month! :)

my heart feels heavy at the moment.
and i don't know why.
i seriously don't.